Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I don't understand...

They have done a tracheotomy surgery on Mema. She's still sedated, but breathing comfortably. They will be doing another bone marrow aspiration to make sure she's still in remission. From what I understand, they have separated another infection...this one airborne. Now, her visitors have to wear masks. Not to protect her, but to protect themselves.
Now, for a bit of selfishness. I don't know how much longer I can deal with the stress without snapping. So, what do I do? I put on a happy face like nothing's wrong. Not just in fron of the kids, but for everyone. I want her out of ICU so I can get over the stress and get on with things. I feel like I'm living in limbo. I'm not really, but my emotions are.

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